I've been coming here and reading posts for awhile, but hesitated on writing. I didn't know where to start. A few years back I had an amazing relationship with ana. She was my everything. If I was breathing, I was always with her... My mother thought she could convince me to eat. It worked when she was there, but when they both would leave, I would stop eating again.
The years have passed. Ana left me long ago too, but I know she recently returned. She whispers to me. Says she wants me back. She misses me, or maybe I miss her... I really want that feeling back. The feeling of being in control.
I'm married now, and he doesn't know about Ana. He doesn't know the history her and I have. How we were the best of friends.
I'm only 7 hours into my fast, but I know it's going to feel great (Ana told me it would)...
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