They were staring at me.. The cookies were everywhere. I'm so angry. I tried so hard not to do it. I was already well on my way into day 2 of my fast. I must have eatten like 6 cookies. Then it was all downhill. The girls were making french toast and I ate 3 with syrup. So I drank water the rest of the day. EASY MAC!!! WHO DOES THIS??? My niece was eating easy mac at the table and drinking her glass of milk. I could smell it, and usually the smell makes me sick. Today it was like the most delicious thing i'd ever tasted. I'm getting out of the house, away from the temptation. It's like the devil lives in my kitchen. I'm so fucking sad. I can't believe I ate all that today.
so I started another fast and I am going to run my 3 miles again tonight to burn off some of those calories.
ughhhh... I feet so fat and I swear I can poke my stomach and it feels bigger too..
I'm gonna be skinny... Even if it kills me trying....
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