I was so scared yesterday. I thought for sure ana had been kidnapped. I had no restraint. I kept eating and eating and eating. Then today I swam in the leftovers. I am TOTALLY bloated and FAT as a mud-covered-dirty-oinking-SWINE!!! I HATE being this fat.. I don't know what to even say. Tomorrow I am fasting and getting laxies and taking water pills. I am so EFFING SICK AND TIRED of being FAT! I can't even feel my rib bones anymore. If you only knew, you would CRY WITH ME!
I just NEED to be thin again. I HAVE to reach it, I WILL reach it.. I'm determined and I WONT STOP until I'm thin!!
I won't eat ANYTHING tomorrow!! Water, laxies and water pills ONLY...
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In the search of perfection.....i found her. Or maybe it was her who found me. She was the most amazing thing i've ever seen. Set on the same path, to go through life together. She's the only one who can never really say goodbye. She'll keep me forever.
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